During my school years I always felt embarrassed to read allowed what I wrote down on my piece of paper. When I was younger I couldn't handle criticisms from teachers and my peers who would just point one incorrect grammar, statement, and fragment of my paper after another. I would become all panicky and nervous waiting around for response from my reader.
I even contacted services that offered to buy essay on any topic I would need. There even came a time where I just truly didn't really like to write because I always found my friends or other peers in my class room writings to be so much better than mines. They could write on their subjects for pages and make their sentences flow like water where compared to my sentences its like swallowing two tablespoons of cough syrup; doesn't run smooth down your throat because it tastes nasty.